My
name is Belinda but everyone calls me Linda, at the moment, I am living
an agonizing and shattered life. I have gone everywhere in search of
help. And this has remained unachievable. I have therefore decided to
put my fate and those of my children in the hands of God having
discovered that the man I have been married to for five years, Felix, is
a ghost. How was he able to win my heart and marry me without any
suspicion? This is my story.
It
was one Friday evening sometime in February 2003. My colleague and best
friend, Grace and I were on our way home after the close of work from
Victoria Island in Lagos. When we got to Obalende, we stood at the bus
stop for more than an hour as there was no bus in sight. In fact, the
crowd at the bus stop was frightening because it rained heavily that
day, coupled with the usual Lagos heavy traffic. “Grace, what are we
going to do? It is almost 9:30 p.m. and our way home is still very far,”
I said.
“Linda,
we just have to wait. If we are lucky, we may even get a lift from
someone away from here at least,” Grace said. A few minutes later, she
suggested that we move away from the crowd so that we could flag down
cars, and who knows someone may actually stop and give us a lift. From
nowhere, a black Pathfinder jeep pulled to a stop. The driver wound down
the passenger’s side and said, “Hello ladies, which way are you
heading?” Grace answered, “Definitely not your way, I am sure. Anyway,
which way are you going, sir?” “I am going towards Maryland. Is that
your way,” the young man asked.
“At least it is closer home because we are actually going to Ikeja,” I
answered. He asked us to come in and this we happily did even though we
both don’t like entering lifts because of the different scary stories we
have heard.
Grace sat in front while I went behind; quietly praying in my heart that
God should grant us journey mercies, believing that the young man was a
good person. A few minutes later, he then introduced himself as Felix,
an architect working on the Lagos Island. Grace and I also introduced
ourselves. There was silence in the car after the introduction until we
got to Maryland. When we were about to alight, he gave each of us his
complimentary card and pleaded that we get in touch. He asked for our
phone numbers, and Grace reluctantly wrote them in a piece of paper with
our names.
The next day, my phone rang when I was busy in the office. Reluctantly I
picked it up and heard a bass, male voice. He introduced himself as
Felix, the man who gave us a ride last night. “I remember, thank you so
much for yesterday. We really appreciate,” I said.
He asked me if we could have lunch together sometime soon. I promised that I would think about it and get back to him.
When I told Grace, she said, “I know we just met Felix but he looked
cool to me. Why not give him a try.” About five days later, I called him
and said, “Alright Felix we can go for that lunch but it has to be on a
Saturday or Sunday.”
He told me Saturday would be fine and that he could pick me up at home
if I didn’t mind. But I told him to give me the address of where we
would be having lunch and the time as I would gladly meet him there. I
should send him my home address so that he could pick me up at 2:00 p.m.
I took my time to dress up to look good so I wore a fitted top and a
pair of jean trousers. Hmmm … I looked simple but beautiful and
attractive. Immediately I got to the venue, Felix was sitting at the
reception already waiting for me because I got there about 15 minutes
late and had to apologise. We had this sumptuous lunch at this hotel
somewhere in GRA after which we talked about each other. Felix told me
his parents were late; he was the only child and son of his parents.
He added that he did not know members of his extended family because his
parents believed in sticking to their nuclear family. However, he
introduced Harry and Sam to me as his best friends who are also like
brothers to him. We started dating. Three months later, he told me he
wanted to get married in six months if I was ready. He parked out of his
Anthony apartment and moved to Ikeja. When I told my family, they asked
me about him and I told them all he told me.
My father wasn’t too comfortable with the story but since I told him
Felix was my life, he allowed us to get married, especially when I told
them I was already pregnant for him. We got married at the Ikeja
Registry in 2004 but it was a low-key wedding. Felix was so caring and
loving. He pampered me silly and stopped me from working. However, he
ensured that all my needs were met. He got me a house-help and
constantly reminded me about the doctor’s order that I needed to rest.
When I gave birth to our son, Felix Jnr, in 2005, he bought me a Honda
jeep.
He was so excited. There was the look of fulfilment written all over his
face each time he looked at Jnr. He loved him so much. In 2007, I got
pregnant with our second child and gave birth to our beautiful daughter,
Alice. Felix was so happy. He showed me and the children so much love
and care. We lived happily as a family.
However,
in April 2009, I noticed that whenever Felix was asleep, he murmured
the same sentence over and over again. He would mutter: “It is time to
go home. I am fulfilled now.” The first time I heard it, I thought he
was having a bad dream, so I woke him up.
When he was fully awake, I told him what he said and he told me he
couldn’t remember anything and asked me to forget about those silly
words. But when it persisted, I became worried and I told Grace, and as
usual, she told me I worry too much and advised me not to disturb
myself.
It was even worse because we did not attend any church so there was no
pastor to talk to. After a while he stopped. “Mark, what do you mean by
what you are saying?” He told me not to worry myself.
Six months after I had Alice, Felix opened a big boutique for me as my
birthday gift, which he stocked to the brim. This made me really
excited. I had to shuttle between the boutique and home to make sure my
children were alright. One day while at the boutique with my staff,
taking stock, two beautiful women walked in.
Immediately, I recognised one of them as Beatrice, my secondary school
friend. “You are Beatrice right?” I asked. “Yes, I am. Hey, Linda, quite
a long time. Do you own this place?” She asked. We hugged each other
and decided to catch up on old times. I invited her over to the house
and she accepted to visit on Saturday as she couldn’t wait to meet my
husband and children.
Immediately I got home, Felix told me he would be travelling to Abuja on
Saturday aboard the 10 a.m. flight on an official assignment; however
he would be back on Tuesday.
“Sweetheart, I wanted you to meet a friend of mine who would be visiting
us on Saturday. Anyway, no problem I am sure you will meet her another
time,” I said. “Yes dear, this trip is an emergency. Please help me pack
my travelling bag,” Felix pleaded. On Saturday morning, before leaving
for the airport, Felix said, “Linda, I love you and the children very
much.
You are the only family I have in life. Please take care of yourself and
the children until I return from my trip.” He gave me a hug and a kiss.
He also hugged the kids. He told me he would pick a cab to the airport,
which sounded strange because I always dropped him off at the airport
whenever he was travelling. “I will see you and the kids on Tuesday my
love,” he said and waved goodbye.
Since Beatrice was coming, I hurriedly prepared chicken stew and rice.
At exactly 1.15 p.m., she arrived. I was so delighted to see her. The
children greeted her and she gave them all the beautiful gifts she had
bought for them. However, I noticed that she kept staring at our wedding
picture on the wall.
“Why do you keep staring at my wedding picture? Anyway, that is Felix my
husband. He travelled to Abuja this morning.” Suddenly, the glass cup
dropped from her hand. “What is the matter Beatrice?” I questioned. “Did
you say he is your husband? What did you call his name again,” she
asked. “Felix,” I replied. “But this is Raymond. We are from the same
village and our houses are not far from each other,” she revealed
shivering.
“Why are you shivering Beatrice?” I asked. “Raymond died about six years
ago in a car accident. I attended his funeral. His parents live in the
village,” she revealed. She asked me where he said he was from, and I
told her what he told me. “My friend, you have been living with a
ghost,” she said.
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